The Kah Spirit - her spiritual journey

25 July 2006

做人不可食言

虽然每个人都说作为人就不能食言，否则不可以promise任何人什么的。但我却食言了。我不知该如何去面对，这不可能只说声对不起就可以解决的事。我要付出的代价一定要附和。

啊，想起一首歌。。。如果是他的镜头来说，他因该数到了3遍，我也因该出现，但我对他食言，不再他身边。

可能是这样，我才找不到自己所许愿的。因为我根本不爱他，那么我又如何去学爱另外的人呢？

请给我一点时间。让我不再食言，不再爱另外个人，我会回到你的身边。对不起，我这次又离开了你，又让你失望了。好像一个离家出走的不听话，我这次又懒了。这是我的决定，也是我的包袱。我的承诺，我一定会回来。没有你我也活不到哪里去。所以，我一定会回来。这是我的承诺，我不要在食言了。让你痛彻心扉，我也不喜欢这个场面。不好意思，不过，也不要恨我。都是我得不好，让你心疼了。


再说声，



对不起。

Posted by rebekah at 10:01 PM 

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16 July 2006

I Believe In You For Heaven's Sake

I never thought it would come to this day but this is a song I want to share..

Pull the shades down on the sun
Don't wanna see the morning break to another day
I don't have the strength to face
Close the door and keep it shut
Lord this thing is just too much for me to take
How do I begin to pray?

My way back to some kind of peace of mind
But then I hear the Lord whisper through the darkest of time

You'll get through this
You'll break new ground
When you're lost within your weakness
Hope is waiting to be found
You'll get through this
No matter what it takes
I believe in you for heaven's sake
You'll get through this

When darkness starts tearing in
The faith deep in you don't be afraid
Just remember what I said
Nothing formed against you will succeed
As long as your heart turn to Me

One joy of growing up is to be able to pass on your life lessons to the person younger than you. To see them growing stronger, from glory to glory, that is something that is so proud to look at. Right now I have two friends of mine who are questioning whether they can get through another day...and I thank God that I can tell them, "Yes, you can." And I thank God that He is always there for them. Something so sweet to understand. It's times like these that I really see God's Hand in lives of people, especially by divine appointment and just those sweet whispers He says, "Hold on. I have not given up on you. Why should you?"

I can't wait to embark on this journey with Him, to walk with Him and to understand His heart for me, for His people, for His nation and for the people who just hear Him as a name. Just so cool.

Another song to share:

Hey, I can see all your dreams
Lying scattered in your fragile heart
You think your world's come apart
Hey I believe it's gonna be
A brigther day that shines for you my friend
It's waiting around the bend

You've been dancing on the wire
Walking through the fire
Thinking you're all alone
But you're not on your own
There is a faithful Hand to guide you
God will always be beside you
All because He is love
And love won't leave you now

Love does work in mysterious ways eh?

So fly on the wings of your dream
To the place he has taken you
You're gonna make it through
And if you doubt
Just think about
All the promises that He has made
You don't have to be afraid

Posted by rebekah at 2:10 PM 

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