26 December 2006
Joy
It's there when you least expected it.
It's there when you long for it.
It's there when the Lord smiles at you and say, "Come to Me."
It takes time, but I'm looking forward to 2007!...it's gonna be so terrific!
For I can't help, falling in love with You.
It's that beauty.
The beauty of joy.
Posted by rebekah at 6:34 PM
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10 December 2006
Pride Again
Such a downfall.
Pride leads to unteachableness.
Unteachability leads to never learning.
How unteachable am I.
Posted by rebekah at 11:30 PM
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05 December 2006
Confused
Sometimes I don't know what I want anymore.
I'm looking to God...
Then I look away.
I cry out to God for forgiveness...
Then I do the same thing again.
I sing praises to Him...
Then I felt as if I don't mean the words I sang.
"I wish you were either one or the other!"...
I am lukewarm. I wish too. Either I was cold or hot. THough I wished more for hot.
"If anyone is ashamed of me and my words, the Son of Man will be ashamed of him when he comes in his glory and in the glory of the Father and of the holy angels."...
How am I to face Him again? Why did I not speak out when I should?
"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness"...
Will He give a third chance? A hundredth chance? A millionth chance?
"But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved."
Will He continue to love me? Stubborn me...like the Israelites who would run away again...again...again.
It's not about me. It's about Jesus.
But why do I feel as if I keep on failing Him?
Posted by rebekah at 11:12 PM
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